〈silenced rp〉MUST READ || you are sinners || event #1

Jongdae was in his dorm room, reading the music he composed over the years, when the screeching of the speaker nearly blew up his ear drums, making him jump on his bed.
'God I'm muted already, should I be deaf too?' He thought rubbing his temple lightly.
"Hello Children of our Lord and Savior..." the voice started. Chen's mind started drifting off somewhere near the middle of the speech but something at the end caught his attention.
"All your lives, you have been sinners, and that will come to an end now. Any sinner will be punished, if caught, and remember, not only are we watching." Then there was a pause, "But God as well."
With that the announcement ended. Jongdae sat there frozen staring off into space.
Bibles in the dorm? Okay, I don't care. White clothes? Fine, whatever. But not sinning? Jongdae himself was basically a sin. Feeling mixed emotions, he knew his uality was one of the biggest sins there were.
'What am I going to do?' This was when he started breathing heavily. He moved to his guitar, the only thing they allowed him to bring besides his clothes, and started to play softly, trying to calm his nerves. On the inside he was trembling, 'what if I get caught?' Giving up his tactics of music to calm him, he put his guitar down and crawled under his blanket, trying to sleep it off.

Hansol looked up, having heard a scratchy voice through the speakers. He raised his eyebrows at the announcement and smiled slightly to himself. It's not like he cared, really. He did nothing all day, what could they possibly accuse him of? Well, maybe wasting time was a sin, too, but he was quite okay with attending some service once a week. He just hoped they wouldn't bother him too much...

And, maybe, just maybe, they were really able to fix these people a little bit.

Maki was crouched at the corner of her bed when the static from the speakers penetrated her ears. She quickly covered her ears from the noise and the scary voice echoing from the halls. "No, stop it. Stop. Stop. Stop." She started mumbling the same words over and over again until the flashback in her memory starts to fade. The cold scratchy voice of the announcer made her remember of the doctors who tortured her mercilessly.

Only one word triggered her anxiety, they kept calling themselves 'God'. "No. I don't wanna go back there. I'm not going back there! I don't want more pain!" She cried hysterically, still covering her ears to get rid of the voices. The girl rolled down to her bed until she fell to the floor, grasping her ears like she wanted to rip them off. "Don't worry, Maki. I won't let them hurt you again." A much darker and bolder version of her voice talked at the back of her mind.

Hayoung threw her head back in laughter. Sinners? They couldn't think of someing else? Everyone was a sinner in this galaxy. And how could you become perfect? Perfection seemed stupid to the girl. She picked up her red marker and wrote, "We're all sinners" in all caps. She threw her red marker away in the trashcan and sat up straight.

Then there was a drop of blood.

Hayoung checked her nose to see if her nose was bleeding. And then she looked up. There was a dark red spot on the ceiling and a big smile grew on her face. "Dr. Shin is leaking again." She said in a sing-song voice. She left him there just so that she could see the reaction on the nuns' faces the next morning.

Sitting down and falling backwards on his bed, Minseok sighed to himself. 'How am I not suppose to sin?' The small male thought to himself. He then closed his eyes when he actually thought about all the sins he has done. Chuckling to himself while standing up, Minseok walked over to his mirror. He kept repeating: "You are not to sin, Minseok. That means no more looking at younger boys.." Repeating those words over and over again, Minseok still didn't convince himself. Realizing that the nun's can't read his mind, made him smile really wide. Maybe he could stop touching the boys, but he was still going to think about them all the time.

Smirking slightly to himself at the announcement, he took the last bite of his food in the cafeteria. He knew the worker behind him had been watching him for longer than the Japanese would have liked, making the patient simply wish the worker would approach him and get it done with already- but no. It's because of this new announcement made by these nuns that Nagito would have to deal with the guard undressing him with his eyes everytime he stepped into the cafeteria. He had to eat. He couldn't feel pain, but he had to eat.
He had nothing to worry about with the nuns, he had thought, but then figured the nuns would find some way to torture him around making Nagito feel pain.

"...From ths moment on you are not to sin. This goes for the workers and the flawed." Those words echoed in Han Young's mind as the young worker bit his lip. His breathing was rapid and he was scared alright. So very, very scared. Homouality was considered a sin by so many people, if he were to be found out who knows what they'd do to the young worker as he paced about back and fourth nervously. What was he to do? He gave a nervous laugh, trying to keep himself sane. "It's fine...I-It's fine. Everything's going to be fine Han Young." He muttered softly, trying to calm himself down. There was something horribly wrong with that nun that much was certain. It certainly was an interesting, but frightening turn of events.

Baekhyun's head snapped upwards at the sound of a screech echoing in the hallway. He quickly stumbled to his feet, a haze of sleep still cloaked over his body as he tried to figure out what was going on. Had he fallen asleep? He only remembered coming up to the fourth floor and leaning against the way as per usual, staring at the occupied room in front of him... Just as an unfamiliar voice started to speak, he heard his brother's scream. It was hard to hear over that and the loud sound of fists pounding against a metal door, but the worker was still able to listen in on what was being said. It was very unusual for the speakers to be used, so he figured it had some relation to the rumors that had been floating around about reform. Baekhyun had expected something more... uplifting, the cold, unforgiving tone of the female speaking sending shivers down his spine. A feeling of foreboding grew with every word she spoke, his brothers screams growing louder as if he was thinking the same thing. It seemed as though his worries were unfortunately valid, his breath catching at the words.

The asylum would be controlled by the church.

Sin would bring about punishment.

It was only natural for him to feel apprehensive, not just for himself but the other patients as well. Sinning was something that all humans did - why couldn't the lady see that? If they were planning on punishing people for sinning, well... there was going to be an innumerable amount of people who would have to face 'God's' wrath. His mouth was dry as he swallowed, his fears building by the second. The sinners were going to be caught, he repeated in his mind, and he was one of them. His ever so imaginative brain jumped to the consequences he would have to face if he was caught, to the many patients who would fall victim to even more suffering because of a flawed system. There was nothing more he could do but wait, though, in hopes that despite the bad feelings he had something good would come out of this.

A loud screech painfully struck at her ears and Kumo pulled the knife out of the wall she was stabbing and flicked it shut, shoving it back into her bra. As the speaker's words continued on, Kumo's snickers became chuckles, giggles, and before she even knew it, she was laughing, tears running down her face from all the irony. Bible? God? Sins? Purification? This lady, was out of her mind! Kumo leaned against the wall, smiling goofily at the ceiling, though if anyone were to approach her, they wouldn't see it. For she had gotten a brand new mask, a jet black one with extremely tight and secure elastic bands and straps at the back to keep it from falling off. She then sat there, eyes closed, breathing nice and deep. Not moving, not even a bit. Frozen stiff, listening carefully to the rest of the announcement, before laughs erupted again. Her eyes now wide open, an evil gleam sparkled in her eyes. "We, the people who represent Cheung Eva, will not allow anybody to take control of us." She said, scarily monotonously, for someone who had just been laughing hysterically. "The day I am controlled by anyone is the day I die."

Nuns. God. Sinners. Of all the words Andy could have chosen to bounce around in his mind, the word Sinners chose itself. 'Sinners. Sinners. Sinner. You are a sinner. Ever since the day you were born.' In his mind, the woman's voice kept playing in bits in pieces, like a broken record. Was she really their to help them all, or was it something else entirely?

"Sin..." Chanho muttered the word, letting it roll off his tongue a few times and furrowed his brows. "...Lord? Religion? How do you feel about that, Hyunchul?" He asked himself as he sat with his knees to his chest, tilting his head and looking down at the bracelet his brother had secretly given him before he left. "They sound...scary." He chuckled softly to himself rubbed his closed eyes. "Ah, yes. Being homoual is a sin, isn't it?" He continued to mutter and slowly, his eyes opened and he smiled weakly. "Well, Chanho, we'll have to see what God does to us then."

Henry started choking, breathing too hard and too fast and completely unable to control himself. He collapsed in the corner of his room and shook his head, holding onto the red sweatshirt he was wearing tightly and starting to sob softly. There was no sound coming, but he could feel his chest tightening and he started rocking back and forth, his first truly full blown panic attack since being sent here. He screamed, silently, and started hitting his head against the wall lightly, trying to calm himself down, but he couldn't, and it wasn't long before he was sick. He remembered the people who came for his parents in the name of 'God.' He was going to die.

Sungjong was laying under that blankets admiring his work of art on his wrists and thighs he ran his finger on the scars feeling the rough skin that gave him peace of mind

he closed his eyes feeling that for the first time since he got here he will fall asleep and actually sleep instead of his brain working all night thinking of random things .. but no he jumped when a sudden screech came from the speakers as he listened to a lady talk ..

"you are not to sin" he heard her say and he froze

they are going to know
they will know that im gay
its gonna happen again

thats all he heard before he felt his chest tightening as he felt a panic attack approaching

Minzy raised an eyebrow, already disliking that scratchy cold voice. "You are not to sin?" she mumbled under her breath. "Really now?" It wasn't surprising that she wasn't the most religious person. She didn't believe in conformed religion, that whole nonsense. Heaving a sigh, she leaned against the wall, her arms crossed. What other choice did she have but to follow their rules? Though the whole attending service thing would be a big problem for her.

"But God is as well."

She scoffed. "God? Tch...right. Whatever you say," she muttered before she grabbed her clipboard and started off down the hall. This might be an issue.

The loud screech had definitely caught her off guard, not knowing what the sound had been until she had spotted the overhead speaker by the wall as she looked.

"Hello children of our Lord and Saviour." The voice began, it did not take her much to realize that the speaker had been both extremely religious and a female. Maybe perhaps someone of high standing in the Church, as displayed by the strong, firm tone that turned cold in a matter of a couple of seconds. Closing her eyes, she exhaled deeply to calm herself, the sudden change in tone bringing about a bad feeling in her chest. She listened carefully to the important announcement, her feeling confirmed as the head nun had began to list what changes were currently being made as she spoke.

"You are not to sin."

But to err was to be human, in Sora's opinion (not that it would have mattered in a place like this anyway), but it seemed that the head nun had other..opinions of her own in mind.

"..Any sinner will be punished if caught, and remember, not only are we watching, but God as well." With the head nun's last word had come a heavy sigh from Sora's lips.

An interesting, but scary turn of events. It seemed that she would have to be extra careful from this moment on. She could not help but feel slightly worried about the flawed, wondering just how extreme these punishments would be.

Only time would tell, and she hoped for the best.