So it's story time with you good ol grandma bibi.. Just a little self love aspiration crap shindig thing
so if you get soft like a granny's hand don't judge me.
so the story time starts with self care, it was something I struggled with quite often, I always put my job or my friends first never thinking about myself. I believed my self worth came from the things I did for other people, to try and make them happy to give myself that fake happiness for a moment.
I lacked worth in my eyes, I lacked self esteem, I lacked the love for myself and there was this void, this black hole life from me only the time I spent away helping other people with their problems to distract from my own did it temporarily be patched by paper in raining weather.
it was soon that the more I helped people the more tired I became, motivation slipping and not wanting to even get out of bed. Yeah the story seems negative so far but at the end of it who got me out of it were people who really care about me (they know who they are).
I began to really believe in myself again. To love myself for who I was and I'm grateful. In the end all I want to say is thank you, thank you for being here and loving me and always giving me a push to believe in myself.
You simply make me a better person and I love you all for that
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