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Instead of sleeping I wrote this crappy thing

i missed you guys....

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Hoseok almost seemed nervous, it was finally the day he got to see you, he was always so busy with work that it was nice just to have a breath of fresh air and just do nothing with you. You had met Hoseok at a work party, he was visiting with one of his friends and well it was certainly a surprise when you bumped into the idol. He was sweet and professional at the work party but what made you fall in love was the silly, happy behaviours that came afterwards. He loved your smile, he loved making you laugh as he knew your job was quite tough, he of course understood with his own job being hard but he just couldn't get past making you smile. 

 

"Hoseok," you called out excitedly giving off a small wave before approaching him, it was clear you liked him and that he liked you, just no one had yet said anything. He scooped you up into his arms and just held you tight in his strong embrace, the first thing coming to your brain was comfort it was nice just to inhale his cologne and just be held of course you felt the need to take a set back only because you never truly got to be alone. 

 

"It's been a while, how are you?" Hoseok replied his face giving off slight disappointment when you pulled from his embrace. He hid it well but you could tell, you gave his hand a squeeze only to smile when he said it had been a while, you hadn't stopped messaging him since you had met and it really had only been four days since you last met Hoseok, he was cute that way but you wanted to play along.

 

"Yeah it has been a while, other than busy I have been okay just trying to keep up with my social life, what are you wanting to do today?" You made easy conversation, he was always fascinated with your work but it wasn't just the work it was the amazing woman he thought you to be. You left the choices for what to do up to him, you had a little more freedom that what he did and you knew what ever he chose would make you happy.

 

"I was thinking it was about time you met my band mates," Hoseok said this in a hushed tone, he almost said that you were his girlfriend, well to him it was already as if you and him were dating, he just felt he needed one more push to finally ask. You felt a bubble of excitement, you felt as if BTS was his family and you couldn't even begin to think what they were going to be like.

 

When you had met Hoseok, you had only heard of the band he was apart of, you didn't really know names of them all at the beginning but with his help you knew what songs were your favourite, what were his favourite, you couldn't lie when you thought his solo song was your favourite, the passion and clear fun he was having was just something you always wanted to witness, he'd sung it for you a couple of times and you were grateful for that, he was always so sweet.

 

"I'd really love that, then maybe we could have some alone time? I really want to talk to you," your voice was soft and gentle, he smiled he could never say no to you. Hoseok grabbed your hand and lead you around for a little longer until going to where he lived. He paused at the door turning back to you, you could tell he was both nervous and excited he wasn't sure how the others were going to react but he was positive you would be able to handle them. 

 

"I'm not sure if they are all home yet, but if they get too much please let me know," he was starting to stress but soon you placed your hand against his cheek your thumb giving gentle caress to his jaw. 

 

"Don't stress Hoseok, I'm sure everything will be fine, I can handle anything when I'm with you," he blushed at your comment, which is what you were aiming for, you let your  hand drop from his face only for him to slowly let you inside, he kicked his shoes off and you followed suit, the dorm was quiet, maybe the others were still out like Hoseok had said but still you didn't mind all that much, there weren't any crazy fans it was just nice and quiet, you knew what you signed up to when you started hanging out with a popular idol, it was still nice for the quiet and just having him nearby.

 

He already looked more relaxed being at home than being out, you couldn't help but wonder if he would be like that with you, in your home. It made you giddy to even think that he could be in your house as even the thought seemed so far away. He walked towards the couch only to look back to you in silent communication to come join him, that was the good thing about you and him as there wasn't always a need to vocalise every small detail you knew what he wanted and he knew what you wanted. You walked over and sat close to him, you slowly laid your head against his arm, he shifted it slightly for your head to lay against his chest, you could hear his heart beat humming rapidly, it was comforting seeing as if he was to listen to yours it would be doing exactly the same thing. 

 

"They shouldn't be too much longer, though if it is okay with you, I would like to try something," he seemed nervous, you weren't sure what he was meaning you tilted your head to have a better look into his eyes, maybe to guess what it was, his cheeks were glowing a light rose pink, clearly it was something he wasn't normally used to doing but this made you more curious than what you would have been normally, 

 

"Yeah okay, we can try what you want to try," you said it confidently, you had a slight inkling of what it may be, he nodded now a little nervous as he titled his hear towards yours, you felt a shiver down your spine, you hadn't realised that he wanted to kiss you, it made you both excited and nervous, this was going to be the next step to your relationship that you both hadn't talked about yet, but who really needed to talk about those things when it was clear that you both were ready. It had felt like an eternity before you finally felt his lips timidly brush against yours. You gasped in surprise it was nice, gentle, soft, there was obvious hesitation as you both didn't want it to move too fast, it was only as you and Hoseok heard the door that he jumped away from you, he was shy in regards to this stuff and it was clear. You just gave a gentle smile as you understood that he would already probably get teased by his band mates for having you over, he stood up almost as if he was getting rid of nervous energy as he stood his band mates, Jungkook, Namjoon, Yoongi, Taehyung, Jin and Jimin walk in, they all looked quite tired only for them to straighten up once they saw you, surprised you gave a small wave, they only looked between you and Hoseok, it was like they didn't know who you were. 

 

"Who's this Hoseok?" Yoongi was the first to ask you couldn't tell if they were being serious or playing around and that made you nervous, you wanted to start apologising but you stayed silent for now, you didn't know your place just yet. It wasn't until one of them snickered that you knew they were joking, Taehyung pulled Hoseok in around the neck with a laugh only to smile kindly towards you.

 

"We have heard a lot about you," Taehyung commented nonchalantly, you looked to all of the members they were now just smiling, maybe this was just a test, you had heard they could be quite the tricksters. You smiled and shook your head having been one to fall for things quite easily. The night went well, they seemed to have approved of you quite highly, they of course loved teasing Hoseok but when he reacted like he did who wouldn't want to it made you want to join in and some points you did. You had fun and it was getting to a time where you should probably head home. You were getting tired and Hoseok could tell, lucky for you, you didn't live too far. 

 

"I think I might head home," you mentioned only to hear a few groans of disappointment and casual passes of saying not to go, it made you swell with happiness that you were really a hit with what Hoseok considered an important part of his family.

 

"I'll walk you home," Hoseok was quick to stand up, he didn't want you walking alone at night especially with rumours he was dating you circulating, he didn't want anyone to hurt you. You were going to say no but the look in his eyes said he wasn't going to take no for an answer. You stood up as well and began to get ready to leave, you had said your good byes to the other members, Hoseok followed close behind you, it had considerably chilled since you and him had met up so you were grateful that he was warm.

 

"Did you want to come inside? I mean I don't mind either way," you would have been disappointed if he had said no but considering it was getting quite late you would understand if he said no, it's rare for him to get a free day, he smiled he was happy you asked seeing as he had wanted to talk just you and him since just after the kiss.

 

"I'd love to come inside if you'd let me," he replied making it up to you and checking to see it wasn't just you being polite, "I wanted us to talk.." he was serious this time and you knew exactly what it was about tonight was a test and you had passed, you were a hit with the people he cared about and that was truly a good thing. You and him walked into your apartment, it wasn't big and it wasn't small for a one bedroom apartment, you found it worked with your lifestyle Hoseok looked around it was like knowing another part of you, the little paintings on the wall, the knickknacks, he noticed the photo of you and him stuck on the mirror it was clear it was one of the first and last things you saw. "I want you to be my girlfriend..." it was a sudden confession but one you also knew deep down as you had wanted him to be yours.

 

"I want you to be my boyfriend," you had admitted shyly, of course he was overjoyed, he pulled you into his frame hugging you tight against his chest, he didn't know why he had a fear you'd say no, he was just so happy, so happy that you had said yes, he was that overjoyed he once again pulled you in for a kiss, this one more passionate, daring, it showed the love he had for you. You felt like you melted against his kiss, he knew you had since you wrapped your arms around his neck hands grasping into his hair you wanted closer and so did he, in a matter of minutes he had you pressed against e wall and completely at his mercy. He paused and pulled away, his eyes looking into yours intently, he was completely smitten with you and the look on his face was the dead give away.

 

"Did you want to stay the night?" You daringly asked, it didn't promise things were going to happen but it would be nice to have someone to spend time with talking about nothing until the early hours of the morning just laying there to cuddle and if it did lead to more than so be it. He smiled in your direction his lips pressing against your forehead as a deep sigh escaped his frame. 

 

"Of course I'd stay," he had no hesitation when you asked, he wanted to spend as much time with you as he could, he always had limitations with time even if you had understood he always had his insecurities. "Thank you for inviting me to stay," he soon pulled away and chuckled, he wasn't used to having things go his way. He now had you as his girlfriend, he was doing well with his group, his family was healthy and well he was just happy that you wanted to be in his life. 

 

"Let's start our life together from this day on," you said proudly this truly was the start of something new and you couldn't wait but begin the journey with Hoseok and jump in with two feet in watching how you and him could grow as a couple. He was someone worth trying for and you were worth trying for to him. He was yours, and you were his and that right now was all that mattered.