10:18

I woke up this morning from two texts from my friends. The first one read. “Girl I’m so sad. R.I.P. Jonghyun.” I was so confused because I had just woken up but then the next text from another friend was a screenshot of the article. I felt my heart drop. 

I was 14 when I first started listening to SHINee, and I became obsessed with them. I alll about them. I only talked about shinee for about a year. I wrote fanfics about them. I dreamed about them. I have a poster of them above my bed. All my friends new I was crazy about SHINee and my dream was to see them in concert. 

There was talk about Onew leaving SHINee and I knew that, that couldn’t happen because SHINee wouldn’t be the same without all of the members. But now I don’t even know

I honestly don’t even know where I’m going with this post. I just feel so devastated, probably like most of you. I don’t even know what to say, or feel without wanting to cry. I’m just going to cut this short because I just I don’t know what to say or feel right now.

Rest In Peace Jonghyun.