A Closure To The End

Hi everyone,

I wrote a short letter, detailing on my closure of dealing with Jonghyun's death. Jonghyun's not going to read this, I know. But, I hope that we shall all keep Jonghyun alive in our hearts, let's remember him for all the good times he has shown during the 27 years he was alive. Some of us might take a longer time to grieve, it's okay. We're all here for each other always. <3 Let's all continue to support and be strong together.

Dear Jonghyun,

You're not going to read this. But I hope you're happy whereever you are. I hope that you are looking down and shining brightly to your loved ones. I wished you knew just how many people loved you for who you are. Did you see your idol friends, both seniors and juniors, crying at your funeral? Did you see just how many fans gathered to bid you their last farewell? You know Jonghyun, we loved you, we cared for you.

Upon hearing of your passing, while korean fans were able to make their way to your funeral, us international fans are unable to do so. Yet, international fans gathered in their respective countries to hold a memorial for you. That's how much you matter to the fans.

I know depression . I wished that when you were still alive, you seeked help from not just one psychiatrist who blames it on your personality. You should have taken your friend's advice and go to the hospital.

Dearest Jonghyun, you'll always live on in everyone's hearts. Rest in peace and I hope you're happy whereever you are now. We loved you, you'll always be an eternal member of SHINee and SHINee will forever be a team of 5 members in everyone's memories.

And with this, is my closure of dealing with Jonghyun's death.