Thoughts

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Authorfullsun

Created Feb 1, 2018 23:37:17

Have you ever felt so overcome with the desire to create things, specifically roleplays in this context, but not to do anything with them? Recently, I've really just wanted to go through the whole process of making roleplays, creating stories and colour palettes and coding and designing over and over again, yet felt a loss of muse. This isn't just muse in the places I'm currently in but even for the places I want to create.

At that note, I also feel like I don't want to put these places out because as much as I love running roleplays, they always become so unsuccessful. I feel like whenever I say this, people think I'm looking for attention and compliments. I actually feel like people will think that way a lot which is why you'll find me so quiet about complaints past simple things, but I'm just stating something here. Whenever I make things in the past and work hard on them, my effort feels wasted. I think if I never put these places out there then my effort won't feel wasted even though no one is participating.

Maybe this is just because I get the whole experience and it's like storytelling, creating a world, but I get the whole design aspect. It's a very rewarding thing.

Anyway

Yeah

Bye

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3074e5b9576dd42b27f6 6 years ago

i mean i understand the feeling of wanting to make places but id like to second cheribomb when they say theres nothing wrong with making them for the sake of it :'D <3 obviously its devastating when you see a place go down after mucho effort but welp ig thats just the life cycle of an rp on rpr, they either make it or break it within the first two weeks. but yeah theres no way of knowing if a certain idea or rp will live until you give it a shot, so dont hold yourself back bc of fear mi amor and give it a shot :'D <3

Vivaldi 6 years ago

Nothing's wrong with making rps for the sake of making them!!! I used to do that all the time--- I still kinda do. Places only I can see or, even places I trust the world to see so long as they don't steal the idea. Make the rp, design it as if you WILL open it--- and see what happens. If you don't open it, that's fine! If you do, that's fine too. There's no constraint here bbu ;; I you don't HAVE to rp, and frankly these days even I'm not all that big about it.