ing hate myself sometimes

i listen to music 24/7 but sometimes the song doesn’t hit me till I’m by myself late outnight. Alone with my thoughts, then those thoughts manifest into some time of interest, then I want to turn those interests into some form of reality or play out the story in some way so the thoughts and songs manifest into rp ideas. Here are 2 of these thoughts that I had today and I’ll let you know the song that goes with them:

• Song: Ain’t Love Strange by Stanaj
• Fantasy: A love story played through the relationship till the day of the wedding where they dance to this song. Like any other song, the song builds, so in my mind as the song reaches a , so does their love and happiness, however the song is about how strange this love feels to him so in my mind, I somehow twisted the story into something supernatural because he brought up the twilight zone and past lives. He constantly repeats “made for me” and “ ain’t it funny how strangers became this entangled”
• Rp idea: a passionate matchmaking romance rp where you’re aware of your past life. Based on the story you make for your character, you’ll be paired up and will get to know each other. I’d like to see who stays with their pair based on story and who find a different love. The major point to this, is your past life has a strong impact on your current life. If you were in a relationship in the past, you’ll most likely end up looking for her, as she would you. Think of the underlining love of this rp to be so intense that you literally think the Devine made that character for yours. (The original idea was gonna be a romance rp with underlining supernatural powers like turning back time or some . I want it to be something magical and somewhat of a fantasy to fit the theme of the song ....but more at the same time.)

• Show: Ouran High School Host Club
• fantasy: basic host club duh...
• rp idea: even if it’s a host club, the hosts are forbidden to have any relationships. They belong to everyone so personal relationships and romances are a big tabboo tattoo. There will be rankings and only tops and power bottom are allowed to apply as a host. All customers are welcome to every and any host but they must make an appointment first with the host managers. There will be 3-5 managers (admins). The host to make the most requests will obviously be crowned king of the club and the ranking will follow suit. (It was just some basic I thought of cus I watched the anime earlier today lol)

more random rp ideas to come depending on the songs lol