First, hi! I hope you are well and okay. I've been pretty... well, I'm not the greatest, but I'm getting better with time. I hope it's the same for you or that things are even better, but I won't waste any more time with this and I'll move right into why Sinister is gone.
Main and simplest reason I closed it so suddenly was because I needed to. It was driving me ing mad. And normally, I'm not one to do or feel that. Normally, I'm not one to feel like I need really say or do anything when my RPs die, and normally I at least warn people, but with this one, I don't know... I felt this immense pressure and weight in my head every time I so much as thought about it, and it made me ing depressed, angry, irked, and just generally upset. That, coupled with the fact that I already felt like it was a slight disappointment because it didn't turn out the way I planned AND the fact that I've been losing my ability to trust people close to me (on and offline) didn't sit well with me at all. If I can't trust people close to me, what reason do I have to trust an entire site, y'know? Guess you could say that also fueled my "get rid of the RP" fire too.
It was entirely selfish of me, I admit it, but I have no regrets. The RP quickly went from being my baby to being like an insect I needed to rid the world of. Thought about this for days, for hours on end, and I still think it was the best thing I could have done. I'm sorry I didn't issue a warning and give y'all a heads up, I'm sorry to those of you who actually enjoyed the roleplay, and I'm sorry to those of you who feel some type of way about me closing it. Will I ever reopen the RP? Probably not, or at least not any time soon, but in the meantime, I hope you can find a nice roleplay to enjoy yourself and your character in. There are plenty of wonderful RPs out there just waiting for you to be apart of them, so don't hesitate to join them. Thank you all for being apart of the Sinister Academy experience and showing it love, and thank you for reading this if you did!
Much love,
Pixels
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