I can't help but feel I'm worthless sometimes. Destine to be a fate-less dreamer for the rest of my life. Sometimes I get up in the morning and I feel like I have my whole life planned out, and I know exactly how to achieve my dreams. Other days I wake up and don't even want to put in the effort. I guess you could say I'm what's called a "teenager" and sometimes I get what people call "moody" but honestly, who the hell doesn't change moods? It clearly doesn't matter your age to be with such opposing feelings all the time--at some point they just decide to call it "bipolar ". Is that what I am? Stereotyped into a category that literally means "characterized with both manic, and depressive episodes"? Because I can't accept that (in my worthless opinion), I may not even be special, but I'm me. And being myself isn't going to make me thing twice about what others think (because honestly I don't give a ). I'm one of the biggest dorks I know, and if you don't believe me well here goes my spiel. Firstly I want to marry Spock (yes, the Vulcan in Star Trek), my favorite movie is The Dark Crystal, I'm dressing up at Comic Con, I grew up loving Lord Of The Rings, Star Wars, anime, Pink Floyd, and music from other countries (Sweden, Turkey, Japan, Korea, China, etc.). I'd like to put it this way: If you have a problem with me, call me. If you dot have my number, you don't know me well enough to have a problem. Judging me by what I do is a lame idea (unless I did drugs or killed ppl lol..) because I'm here to listen to you, laugh with you, ...cry with you (if you want me to), eat ice cream, pretend I'm a superhero, whatever the hell your lovely heart desires. So please, don't judge with your eyes, let your brain help next time.
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