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Another sappy blog post, because wow, I can breathe.

I'm happy.

Like a giddy happy that has my toes tingling and my eyes tearing up.

A happiness I haven't experienced in a while.

Life's not great, but it's getting better. It's moving up for once, and I'm the one climbing. There aren't hands lifting me up. I'm pursuing the things that I want to do and accomplish rather than looking to someone for that little push, because what's life without a leap of faith? The new Spider-Man movie really puts that into perspective. Sure, it may not turn out the way you want, but you're going to regret it if you don't try. I don't want anymore "what if's" in my life.

I'm no flower, or whatever analogy people use to describe themselves.

I'm human.

And that's all I want to be.

I love lots of people, and I'm going to continue to do that. The last thing I want is to lose that ability to love and be soft, because yeah being tough works for some people, but it doesn't work for me. I've learned from that, and I'm willing to try something new to better myself into the person I want to become. I've cleaned slates for the new year, and I've said my apologies, so now all that's left is to let go and move on.