I don't know.

So I've been up and down, all around 360 degree mood for the past several months to where I'm doing fine one mintue and the next is just depressive, unwanted, forgotten depressive show of a mood. some days I just want to deactive and restart or just deactive and never return all together. Maybe it's from having more then a couple characters in different rps or it's the lack of muse that makes people not want to rp with me, maybe i'm in my head too much, or maybe I should give up since my fcs are never what people like and wont give them a chance. 

so 

i dont know what to do from here.