Sorry Preludians, this is a repeat, but I realized that there are people I really care about that I don't regularly rp with. They need to know too. Anyway, I'm just copying and pasting what I said in the Prelude rp.
"I dunno if anyone is going to read this, but I shouldn't take up space in the get together room. I'm really scared about this. For the past few days, I've been so so tired, and I've had trouble breathing. When I breathe in too much, I get a sharp pain in my chest. I'm starting to get a lot of chest pain when I take more than two steps, and I almost can't breathe when I walk. I'm not even walking fast, people like 50 feet behind me pass me in 10 seconds. But I still can't breathe from that little amount of effort. Everything hurts, and I can barely breathe while sitting. I'm sorry if anyone reads what I'm about to say and gets scared, but I need to cover my bases just in case. I love you all so so much, and you've made me extremely happy to be here. I found family in this place, and I'll be here til the end, whether it's the end of this place or the end of me. I hope nothing is wrong because I can't afford to check, but I wanted everyone to know how important you are to me just in case something happens and I can't tell you anymore. That's all, thank you for listening if you did."
I'm sorry, I also realize how dramatic this is. I'm probably not dying and am just blowing things out of proportion, but I'm scared, and this is a just in case thing. So try not to take it as I'm certainly dying soon, but also try and understand my fears in that I've never had it this bad before. I'm not seeking attention on purpose, only covering all my bases so that I have no regrets in case something is actually wrong with me. Thanks guys, and again, I hope you all know how much I love you guys~
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