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yo life is so boring. idek why I made this blog. cuz yo im so bored

like people that say life is fun

im dead

cause they obviously on somethin

cause ive been alive long time and still nothing

like i could sleep for 24 hours, wake up,  and still go back to sleep no problem in like 5 minutes

not only is life boring sometimes it's stupid. i mean listen tiny people big planet. planet not that big?

like w a t? i got a strange feelin earth could be flat. flat like a map.

idk im like . jklgdhskgjlb idk. school . sleep . food . most of the people . I mean I try not to think negatively about life. and I feel like if i put more time than im already putting into it  1 im either gonna die or 2 something might actually change but i wish there was a fast forward button cause this is like the slow part in the movie with little to no thickening  of the plot. like this stage is water in a pot like cold water over the fire with the veggies in it. when are we gonna get sizzling ? 

i mean that's why when you get impatient time doesnt fly. time really  when you're having fun. because lately ive been remembering my old young childhood days and im like "bro i miss the old days. those were the best" because being a kid was fun. I was taught as a kid that life is precious. but as i get older i get told life is hard. so why are you lying from the get go? 

 every minute feels like an hour and every hour feels like a day and every day feels like a year and idk. 

i easily get annoyed of people i care about in the morning because I can just wake up and smell the ocean ( literally) and just be done. And maybe it's because everything is so repetitive. I do the same thing every day 60 seconds a minute 60 minutes an hour 24 hours a day 7 days a week 4 weeks a month 12 months a year and maybe I need something. Something that isn't the same and changes every day? maybe that's why im so bored with life. because there's no change. there's just no change. And as a person who easily gets bored after a week of doing  or eating the same thing like. i mean i can't even eat the same dinner two nights in a row.  I would cook a totally different meal or buy a pizza. I feel like a person who needs to create different projects or challenges for myself to complete every day. it sounds stupid but i mean a lot of things do. and i just need to get out of that constant one way street  ive been taking. I mean theres more than one way to get home so there should be more than one way to keep me okay and  active in life. idek

idk y i made this blog. It's just a rant complain blog and idk. it's a whole blob or whatever. 

i just thought i would just tell you guys how im like processing life right now.