A note to all who rp with me;

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Authorastraltia
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character hiatuses
watch me piss off a lot of people
but i gotta practise what i preach
look at that, an actual factual blog for once. when was the last time i bothered to do one like this that was my out my rps?
yeah i don't remember neither.

as you can see in the title there: i'm shoving a bunch of my characters on a hiatus to focus on others slash repair my mental state of mind because lately for the last month or so, i've been in one hell of a bad place ad despite my friends trying to help me when i've reluctantly reached out, i'm only getting worse and worse. so, in an attempt to fix it up, i have dropped several of my currect face claims across a few roleplays in favour of focusing on a small handful of ones that to me are my core replationships here on roleplayrepublic.

if you have been roleplaying with me and find i've dropped my character and are not happy about it, hate to say it but tough. i go on and on about mental health but i keep sacrificing my own and i've hit my ing limit. i can't handle so much at once after all, at least not in the mindset i am in right now.
now, if you are someone who is okay with me dropping for a few weeks, and you're okay to wait for me then thanks. you're an absolute legend. but if you're someone who plans on making a fuss about it, are unable to wait for me to be in a better mindset or can't keep cross character plots seperated, then please leave.

As i've said, i've hit my limit with both emotional capacity and patience. i come to roleplayrepublic to have fun and enjoy myself but this last month or so has just really pushed and pushed where it shouldn't even be pushing so i'm finally saying you to everything and focusing on the things that really make me happy, the pairings that are my core because i've had them the longest or the people who are involved know me well enough to know better than to push me.

so, to those amazing who help center me when i'm unbalanced and offer me the most amazing advice: i love you all, and thank you.

To those who make my roleplay experience a living hell, intentional or not, ing cut that out if you want me to stick around you.

to those who don't mean to stress me out but can wait for me to come back on the face claims they are involved with: you're wonderful and thank you!

And finally, to those who stress me out, intentional or not and cannot keep drama to themselves slash want to try and guilt trip me: you can royally right off. i'm sick of being pushed around and forced into things that have grown toxic and left me unhappy. i don't need you in my life



and before people go "oh wow, isn't that hard?" off, i'm australian. Don't be such soft .

*a huge huge huge shoutout to dnableached and gimmewhiplash for being the most amazing people ever. I'm thankful to have you both here in my life.*

I will post this in the comments so those who for whatever reason cannot see this layout, you can read it below instead, just pardon the caps.
 
 
 

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1069516efe8cb1773899 5 years ago
you go bestie you go and concentrate on yourself
it's all good you take care too i'll be here for you as always
like before c:
-lait- 5 years ago
I’m proud of you bby, and remember I’ll always be here!
940a34318b6595af43f6 5 years ago
im so proud of you for taking time off for yourself love!
bigboybbg 5 years ago
Also if you need anything from me, just poke me anytime!
mondayblues 5 years ago
links my pinky finger with yours :)
bigboybbg 5 years ago
I'll miss you, boo =( please take good care of yourself
-dreamingofyou- 5 years ago
Best of luck hun ♡
babypie 5 years ago
half sleepy giggles “soft ” you’re s o cute. i hope your heart and mind gets to be the happy and you can eat all the cheese your soul craves.
babypie 5 years ago
squinty half awake sounds and pets your nosie
bluebelle 5 years ago
<3
astraltia [A] 5 years ago
LOOK AT THAT, AN ACTUAL FACTUAL BLOG FOR ONCE. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME I BOTHERED TO DO ONE LIKE THIS THAT WAS MY OUT MY RPS?
YEAH I DON'T REMEMBER NEITHER.

AS YOU CAN SEE IN THE TITLE THERE: I'M SHOVING A BUNCH OF MY CHARACTERS ON A HIATUS TO FOCUS ON OTHERS SLASH REPAIR MY MENTAL STATE OF MIND BECAUSE LATELY FOR THE LAST MONTH OR SO, I'VE BEEN IN ONE HELL OF A BAD PLACE AND DESPITE MY FRIENDS TRYING TO HELP ME WHEN I'VE RELUCTANTLY REACHED OUT, I'M ONLY GETTING WORSE AND WORSE. SO, IN AN ATTEMPT TO FIX IT UP, I HAVE DROPPED SEVERAL OF MY CURRENT FACE CLAIMS ACROSS A FEW ROLE PLAYS IN FAVOUR OF FOCUSING ON A SMALL HANDFUL OF ONES THAT TO ME ARE MY CORE RELATIONSHIPS HERE ON ROLEPLAYREPUBLIC.

IF YOU HAVE BEEN ROLEPLAYING WITH ME AND FIND I'VE DROPPED MY CHARACTER AND ARE NOT HAPPY ABOUT IT, HATE TO SAY IT BUT TOUGH. I GO ON AND ON ABOUT MENTAL HEALTH BUT I KEEP SACRIFICING MY OWN AND I'VE HIT MY ING LIMIT. I CAN'T HANDLE SO MUCH AT ONCE AFTER ALL, AT LEAST NOT IN THE MINDSET I AM IN RIGHT NOW.
NOW, IF YOU ARE SOMEONE WHO IS OKAY WITH ME DROPPING FOR A FEW WEEKS, AND YOU'RE OKAY TO WAIT FOR ME THEN THANKS. YOU'RE AN ABSOLUTE LEGEND. BUT IF YOU'RE SOMEONE WHO PLANS ON MAKING A FUSS ABOUT IT, ARE UNABLE TO WAIT FOR ME TO BE IN A BETTER MINDSET OR CAN'T KEEP CROSS CHARACTER PLOTS SEPARATED, THEN PLEASE LEAVE.

AS I'VE SAID, I'VE HIT MY LIMIT WITH BOTH EMOTIONAL CAPACITY AND PATIENCE. I COME TO ROLEPLAYREPUBLIC TO HAVE FUN AND ENJOY MYSELF BUT THIS LAST MONTH OR SO HAS JUST REALLY PUSHED AND PUSHED WHERE IT SHOULDN'T EVEN BE PUSHING SO I'M FINALLY SAYING YOU TO EVERYTHING AND FOCUSING ON THE THINGS THAT REALLY MAKE ME HAPPY, THE PAIRINGS THAT ARE MY CORE BECAUSE I'VE HAD THEM THE LONGEST OR THE PEOPLE WHO ARE INVOLVED KNOW ME WELL ENOUGH TO KNOW BETTER THAN TO PUSH ME.

SO, TO THOSE AMAZING WHO HELP CENTER ME WHEN I'M UNBALANCED AND OFFER ME THE MOST AMAZING ADVICE: I LOVE YOU ALL, AND THANK YOU.

TO THOSE WHO MAKE MY ROLEPLAY EXPERIENCE A LIVING HELL, INTENTIONAL OR NOT, ING CUT THAT OUT IF YOU WANT ME TO STICK AROUND YOU.

TO THOSE WHO DON'T MEAN TO STRESS ME OUT BUT CAN WAIT FOR ME TO COME BACK ON THE FACE CLAIMS THEY ARE INVOLVED WITH: YOU'RE WONDERFUL AND THANK YOU!

AND FINALLY, TO THOSE WHO STRESS ME OUT, INTENTIONAL OR NOT AND CANNOT KEEP DRAMA TO THEMSELVES SLASH WANT TO TRY AND GUILT TRIP ME: YOU CAN ROYALLY RIGHT OFF. I'M SICK OF BEING PUSHED AROUND AND FORCED INTO THINGS THAT HAVE GROWN TOXIC AND LEFT ME UNHAPPY. I DON'T NEED YOU IN MY LIFE



AND BEFORE PEOPLE GO "OH WOW, ISN'T THAT HARD?" OFF, I'M AUSTRALIAN. DON'T BE SUCH SOFT .

*A HUGE HUGE HUGE SHOUTOUT TO DNABLEACHED AND GIMMEWHIPLASH FOR BEING THE MOST AMAZING PEOPLE EVER. I'M THANKFUL TO HAVE YOU BOTH HERE IN MY LIFE.*
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