Is my work not enough to make them to make my grades higher?

my professors...

them.

except one female professor tho.

but those male professors.

those minor that we didn't sign up for.

you made me regret everything. 

are my paintings and scultures even worth for getting higher grades? what more would you want me to do? paint the canvas with my blood? i'd likely do that since you wanted a perfect masterpiece, i'm just a student but why are you all expecting me to paint a realistic one when i can't do it?

you made me feel like a dumbest student among others.

this.

i can't hold it and i couldn't show my outburst in real world coz i know they will just make it worst for me to live.