I feel hopeless right now... I think I might take 4 more years in college and I would be scared if my plans didn't go as it is... I feel like a failure to my family and my friends... i don't know who to talk to anymore...
I feel for you! My last semester in college I had another four years planned out. I was going to work for the company my friends parents work for and after a year they would pay my tuition and once I got my next degree I could move up in ranks or get an even better job. Then once I graduated those plans fell through and I was going through a free fall. I had told everyone I had these plans and then looked like an idiot, I was so embarrassed.
Then I got accepted into a really good school to continue my education and couldn’t go. I felt so embarrassed and humiliated.
When I finally got the job I have now I didn’t tell anyone where I was working for six months because I thought for sure if I told someone it would fall through and I could take that one more time.
Moral of the story is that you just have to keep trying. It’s hard and sometimes you just have to sit there and cry but just keep pushing forward.
i felt this since this is what i'm going to do after finishing this last semester. but, i wish you the bestest luck! please do try to talk with your friends if your family isn't one you can talk to, i know it's hard but please do know that people are there for you bb. just reach out and talk, they'll listen.
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