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× a letter to the one i love most
yo, this is sappy as but it needs to be done because this boy deserves everything i have left in me (even though it ain't much).

a little backstory, i found out about seventeen back in late 2017. exo was still kinda my main ult group back then but i was weaning off of kpop as i do sometimes when i just lose interest. i saw members of seventeen being played across rpr but they never really called out to me. i usually only do deep research when one of my characters are dating someone from that particular group e.g how i found out about monsta x and some other group i don't quite remember and this is exactly what happened in this case and oh lordy it was the best thing that i could've done.

long story short, no one even comes close to kim mingyu when it comes to genuinely making me feel happy and satisfied.

first of, can i just say how much of a good person he is? everywhere he goes, people praise him for his manners and goodwill and i'm just here with an ear-splitting grin of a proud mom each time i come across such news. he's sweet and kind, and i can never ever fathom how anyone could hate him.  

secondly, he's so patient and selfless. no matter how much s , he just takes it. he never gets annoyed, never lashes out. and i've seen this video around where during one of their performances, he lets one of the other boys push him to get to their spot and because he knows he such a big boy, he just gives way. the amount of care and love he has for the people around him brings shame to anyone else to be honest.

thirdly, when carats say he's just a giant pup we're not just ing around. he's actually a puppy. his energy is always so bright, and it lights everyone else around him up. he's always looking for attention, looking to make other people's day. and god, he gives the bestest hugs. if you haven't seen him hug the rest of the boys please do it'll make you want to hug him too. he may have buffed up and became an even bigger boy but he's still that lil baby to me and everyone who loves him the same.

fourthly and i guess the most emotion heavy one, he's helped me through so much. i struggle with my mental health on a daily basis and i have for years now. and though seventeen and mingyu have not been able to help me through each time or moment, they have been there for me this past two years and a half(?) and that's more than i could ever ask from them. and while i love seventeen as a whole, and i always will, mingyu holds a special place in my whole being - a place no one will ever be able to take over.  he's helped me in ways no one else has ever been able to. he makes me feel a certain way that causes everything in me to go all warm and cozied up and i'm sure a lot of you here can relate to me on this one no matter who your chosen idol is - or more accurately which idol chose you.

and so i can't do much for him and i'm not so good with words either - he'll never read this, but happy 23rd birthday, kim mingyu. i love you so much. thank you for being the way you are and i hope you'll stay the same even as you grow and improve on things in your life that you're unsatisfied with. thank you for being my moon and stars. 

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-fairybread 4 years ago
YES MINGYU BEST BOY
a958b6ef268dd914bcee 4 years ago
oho! this is cute
nekojita [A] 4 years ago
+ jk but kim mingyu best boy
nekojita [A] 4 years ago
+ you hoes better say happy birthday kim mingyu or im'ma snap a
erigom 4 years ago
this is cute :’ 0
rose_petals 4 years ago
u cute
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