just something that hits home.

oh god, I do not do soul bearing here. at all. 

but whoever knows me knows how much i value people i meet here and befriend on this platform, they know that despite our differences i cherish them for what they are and that will never change. and they also know that once you've been friends with me, it takes a whole lot for me to even rethink the friendship. this platform, despite it's countless unnecessary dramatics, has allowed me to meet some of the most wonderful people in my life. you know who you. 

some of you may or may not know the issue about inclusivity, comfortzone and irresponsible that happened a few days ago regarding a roleplay. no, i am not here to talk about that situation, regardless of whether i was included in it or not. i am here to simply say that finally for once, i can feel at home or at least, will be right at home very soon. identification for me is very important, it helped me the person i am today and thankfully enough, i have been accepted and loved for it but i've always wondered, what does a safe space mean for a lot of people? for people who identify as gay, lesbian, biual, non-binary, aual and the whole rainbow spectrum? for those who are in those grey areas and are just sick of the izations that are so often normalized around us? for those who don't have none in their actual lives but still push through it with the most gorgeous smiles on their faces and come here to look for a moment of peace? 

i didn't start empathizing and being an actual ally to the community until very recently until my own personal life was touched with it. and since then, i've tried my best to learn, educate myself and treat these people with the utmost kindness because that's all i've ever received from them. and frankly, i am lacking a lot in it, i'm not perfect but i am trying. so with friends, who i actually look up to, respect, adore to bits and can practically commit murder for, we are going to open an actually all inclusive, a truly loving and flamboyant rp soon. it's high time rpr practices what it preaches and i want you guys to look forward to it. you don't have to join (we'd like you to though) but just wish us luck on this journey and pray to whatever god you believe in that we accomplish what we set out for. and you might be asking, 'well aly, what if i'm atheist?'. well then, in this case just send bouquets and good luck cards that have condoms in them? ok just kidding, sighs, it's midnight as i type this, i'm brain dead. excuse me please. 

kisses. 

- pxssionfruit.