+ suggest me them muses

I am back and have been considering to join some places. But then I see how active they are, how "cracky" people can get there and I just get soo scared to join. Like "okay maybe not, I am not that much fun to be around. I am boring. Can't keep up with their energy." And then end up not joining ;;

Plus, as of right now, I am in need of new muses that I can use to rp within roleplays. As some of you might now, I loved to rp as Lisa or Rose from BP but somehow I am getting feels for even thinking of roleplaying them, as I know certain people always join to be them. It feels kind of like when I am them I am expected to act a certain way. I feel pressured. So I am trying to find a new muse I can use to rp but somehow I come up empty. No one really appeals to me the way they do, soooo throw some suggestions my way. Please. I am desperate.