:(((((

103 views

Authorsecret_love

Created Sep 15, 2020 13:29:18

Hey everyone.

I think 2020 is such a curse year for me. I lost my favorite cats. I lost one on May 15th, the one that I took care since he was a baby and he is half blind, that makes me love him more. I was mourned for 3 months and I can't stop crying when I remember him.

I lost the second one on Saturday, he got hit by someone and can't walk. But I'm glad that I shower him and gave him food even he didn't want to eat before he gone. I told him that I love him so much and I let him go to play with his siblings in heaven.

And today I lost one too.. He was such a cheerful kitten that loves to play around the house. But nowadays he always sleeping and now he will sleep forever. Someone hit my kitten and I found it infront of my house gate.

I am all heartbroken now and I don't think my mental is good now. I don't think that I will able to sleep later and I hope that I won't get any panic attack.

Thanks for reading this ❤

Comments

You must be logged in to comment.

Lord-Orochi 4 years ago

Losing a pet is hard, losing three is such a short time span is beyond heartbreaking. I can't imagine what you are feeling on that level. But I understand what it feels like to lose one, When my cat passed, it didn't hit until night time. The time when he would sleep next to me on on me, the only one to do that. And knowing he wouldn't be there it hurt. It took a while to adjust to his missing presence. Take some time to adjust and cry when needed, it'll help. Though, I don't think it ever really goes away.