Another day of im tired

If you expect feedback dont expect me to be the one reaching out first every time. Because like if you want something, say it. If you have updates, give it. I ain't a mind reader and I'm tired of feeling like the only one that cares. 

Other than that I am feeling better than when I posted my other blog post. Making that psc was a weight lifted off my shoulders. Though, how some respond or ignore it make me go hm. I know that typically when I use my natural personality for characters, people hate on them. So I guess I'm prepared for those who liked me before to hate me soon enough because I'm 

1. No longer going to allow others to be rude to me or others

2. Call you out if you're being a passive aggressive

3. Allow myself to speak freely (as long as it isn't to start a fight) or tell people no when I mean no. 

There will no longer be this side of me that agrees with everything or allows things to slide like I have been for the past few months. So be prepared. 

If you still find me "cute" after it's probably because of the fact that, unless you say smth/do smth uncalled for, then I'm generally friendly. But holding back from sticking up for myself. Letting others on me when I've stated I'm uncomfortable w smth will no longer happen though. Like there will no longer be that "lemme just change the topic and hope they forget what they're on about/leave the room". 

If you find how I say things too blunt now, sorry not sorry, I held back how I respond naturally to things for far too long. Like it ain't cute to say I'm rude because I was blunt (aka say I don't to do smth, say that smth is uncomfortable and it should be dropped) then you do it another day but I'm to kiss your gd . Like no no honey that ain't right. So I'll just go back to how I speak on a natural basis and won't sugarcoat things anymore because no. When I sugarcoat people don't take me seriously anyways lol.

FYI this is regarding nobody in particular, a lot of people on this website do this and the hypocrisy ain't cute. Like please don't preach to not do smth then do that EXACT thing. Seriously. At least when I say to not do smth I do everything in my power to follow my own rule. 

Anywho, like I said, I feel better than the other day, but this is more of a "don't take it too hard if I say smth that sounds cold". It is just truly my natural way of speaking and you guys aren't used to it because I put up this act to make you guys more comfortable. Especially since I've had 5 people come at me at once for a joke I made about my own character mindset. 

Aka take a moment to consider if the person is being rude or if they are giving a natural speaking pattern. 

Also, if you are a person I've told off for smth, don't pm me/comment on my post saying "I relate" I may act like I forgive and forget but holy I'm just trying to not start a petty fight because it's honestly a waste of my time. As I commented on my last post: I do not condone hypocrisy, racism, harassment (whether stalking or ual) or passive aggression. 

Thank you for listening to my TED talk that got longer than I wanted to for the millionth time because my thoughts are all over the place per usual like oml.