# waves awkwardly

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Authorlalima
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hi there, so i disappeared again for... i don't even know how long at this point. it feels like no time has passed but it's almost may so that's really on me.

life really took some rough turns for me, i was drowning with all my responsibilities and still am. some other stuff happened with close friends that really took a hit on me, and the *cough cough* hasn't been kind to the area where i'm living in. i've been worried for my family, worried about a lot of things these last weeks. all of these factors really just put me in a rough mental state and i didn't really have time for myself, let alone log onto rpr and do things. i'm currently still in exam season so i honestly shouldn't even be here. but i wanted to give some sort of explanation for my sudden absence. i think a lot about the past me nowadays (when i really should be doing other things) and it made me realize so much. our interactions here every single day have played such a role in shaping me. i didn't realize it back when i was younger, but i suppose hindsight is 20/20. especially now. as much as i've changed as a person, i still remain the same in some ways. for better or for worse. i'll still keep trying to become a better person though, that's the only way forward. it would be sad if i didn't change even just a little for the better. but i'll still probably be a lil sh*t in rps, just like always.

enough beating around the bush. i guess what i wanted to say was, thank you. thank you for everything.

i'll see you around,

jirri

tldr; sorry for disappearing. thank you for being a part of my life. i'll see you guys around.

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2fe5ede837b2e51c94a2 3 years ago
take all the time you need, take care!
midgard 3 years ago
take your time, you're doing the best you can in the moment. i hope to see you soon, with better peace of mind.
0089edab895d1c1e01e2 3 years ago
i was thinking abt hitting you up yesterday but totally forgot, glad to hear from you and i hope your days are getting better for you
levanter 3 years ago
love u so much bb. rlly just thought about you the other day, miss u
i hope things get better in time <333 always take care of yourself
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