so, in looking through my old rps for inspiration and realizing that i had a freeverse rp way back in 2018 (opened it on 04/20 too lol), i am admittedly tempted once again to reopen that rp as well as a lot of my other rps. this might be what i need right now tbh, so that makes me want to do it more, but... at the same time, i'm not sure i should. impulses tell me to open it right ing now, but my thinking mind tells me that not only do i have two appointments and assignments due tomorrow, i also have my job (and/or the fact that i'm losing it) and finals to worry about, so i'm actually going to continue holding off on opening anything immediately. there's also me being unsure if it's a worthy investment of my time and energy, but that hasn't stopped me from acting on my impulses before, so i guess we'll just have to wait and see what i actually end up doing with this. probably going to succumb to the temptation soon if i consider past behaviour and how long i've been sitting with this feeling. should i do that, it may not happen for like... another week or two. if y'all are able by then, would you guys join something like that?
tbh i just keep running into the problem of having too many characters and plots on the brain, but nowhere to really experience them, and that's why i'm like "maybe it's time to freeverse" and stuff. don't know if y'all can relate, but if you can, what do you do to appease this feeling or, uh, suppress it, i guess?
oh, and unrelated, but i've been trying to get back into coding regularly, but i'm honestly so lost on what to code any time i attempt to as of late. i'm the type of coder who doesn't plan things out or design things beforehand and just goes in somewhat blind, improvising my way to a creation. any of you who can relate to that, what do you normally do to kickstart your coder brain and get those mental images of layouts you wanna make? i'm thinking maybe because i'm trying to make a set of rp layouts, that could be part of my struggle, but idk... i haven't seriously coded in so long man, it all feels kinda foreign to me.
oh oh, and one more thing, but what's your guys' opinion on possibly bringing back reviews of rps? not doing a whole thread dedicated to it, but just... the process of offering honest feedback on rps we join with the intent to help improve them and review/reflect on them as we go. don't focus on what you think the site will do with something like this, just give your personal opinion on how you would feel about having your rps reviewed, reviewing rps, and seeing other reviews of rps. curious what your guys' thoughts on this will actually be despite believing i'll hear the same i usually hear. guess you could say i wanna see if opinions have changed and stuff, idk.
ok i lied, but i promise this is the very last thing dnsjanjfgnj have a great day/night and please take care of yourself too!
update with more thoughts: i said this in a few comments, but after sleeping and thinking on it more, i'm thinking i'll most likely not do anything solid with the freeverse rp thing until the end of the month or until next month. mostly because i'll be out of classes, but also because my health may have improved by then. even if i did decide two weeks from now to actually go through with it, it'll still take time to get things done. gotta figure layout and how i'd want it to work and all that, y'know?
also, with the review thing, i want to clarify that i'm not talking about review shops/threads/rps. please read what i said above and read, uh... my first reply to saorsa (third and fourth paragraph) and i think my reply to erigom for more information. i don't remember exactly what i said now, but i explain things there.
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