Hey guys :) theres been so much on my mind and this is just a goodnway to vent without actually breaking down so here I go! So lately my friends have been having conflicts and me and another good friend of mine (code name Kemaru) are deling with everyones feeling and have realized that we havent put our pwn into acount.
To my Kemaru buddie, I know you're most likely reading this, I wanted to tell you how strong and admirable you are. You deal with all the emotions of our friends conflicts, them venting to you AND your own day to day stuff. I know you don't get the credit you deserve at all, and I also am aware that sometimes I might add to your frustrations. I love you so much Kreece, I say it too much but I really do but I love the apsolute turtles outta yew~
So theres just one part off what I needed to say, but wait! Theres more! So more on my thouts for today. Lately my life has become more and more stable. When my mom first moved me and my brother into a tiny apartment I thought I was really going to kill myself. I know, you probley dont want to read sad stuff so you can stop reading now. But back to what I was saying. It was really hard for me to just let go of my step dad and the house I practically grew up in. So for anyone that actually knows me, you see me as an optimistic happy girl. And thats because I'm so happy to be with you guys. My friends take my mind off things more than anything else.
But I have a horrible case of separtion anxiety. Which Kreece thats why I am so big about skin ship I guess. I like to feel close to people. Thanks for dealing with that. Everyone has their issues, and I have mine. But i just thought that if I said more about my issues more of you (anyone reading this at all) could feel better about venting their problems to me. AAAALSOO I just really needed to get that out and I know no one will judge me about...me ^^
thanks for reading
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