I want to hurt myself so badly I want to be destructive do something bad to myself but I have to stay strong...
I have nobody to rake the edge off and I can't even get drunk because I'm scared of the drunk me...
I wanna up bad and wake up with no memories and blood all over me knowing that happened but I can't because I never blackout...
I want to get high leave everything behind and give up but I have no way of doing that
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