I'm crying..

so firstly I was practically up all night and yesterday because of a roleplay and then when I fell asleep I had a dream from when I was small and I was playing with the boy who died so when I woke up I was crying.. and I've been sleeping all day just to come back to that dream.. I really miss him, I've known him ever since he got born so to me it's just unbelivable(?) that he died an I miss him so much. Stuff like this shouldn't happen! I just wish that everything could return to what it was, and don't say that this is cheesy because it's not, he was a good friend of mine and if you were you'd probably feel the same way...