Jus have to say it

Something is feeling really really weird today. Like something is not right. There is something missing and I don’t know what. I feel anxious and like I am forgetting something important but I don’t think I did. I’m just feeling not like myself. I’m forgetting, missing or not doing something I really need to do. I don’t know what it is or why I feel that way but there is something really strange about today. I have been stressing over a few things for some time now but it’s not something that suddenly would make me feel that way. I just really don’t get why I feel this randomly out of it and anxious that there is something I need to do but I didn’t do it. Like I know what I need to do and I’m working on those things but suddenly today there is this looming feeling like something isn’t right you are missing something important you need to do something or else nothing will work out. I don’t ever get this feeling. I do sometimes get the feeling I’m forgetting something sure because I did but never this feeling of anxiety what will you do now you need to remember but remember what? It's really strange and I have no idea why or what is even going on. So I just wanted to write it all out and maybe that helps.
I mean I do feel a drift in my life since I'm not really moving toward any of my goals but I felt that way for a long time and it never really changed so I'm familiar with that feeling but I just can't put my finger on the feeling that it making today so weird. Maybe I need food?
Who knows I mean most bad feelings are fixed with food but this is just so strange and unknown.
Let's just hope writing it all down and then getting some food will help. Though I have meetings so food will be later.