overwhelmed

as the title of the blog says, i am feeling overwhelmed both irl and on rpr right now — so with that in mind i've decided not to join new rps (and if i do it's going to be somewhere i feel won't require me to, in the best way ofc, use 100% of my braincells or be active constantly) and focus on what i have in my current aus and privs as well as opening my freeverse

i don't have the energy to adhere to high activity requirements or expectations of extreme character building right now, i also have waaay too much anxiety to throw myself in with the wolves who write extensively detailed aus...... i write like a toddler on the best days and i need to be uh.... not constantly worried about my reply quality bc i just can't do my 100% right now. i'm running on like 25%. 

if i reply slow to some people and fast to others i'm just chasing the muse and trying to give people the best i can because i'd rather be slow than half- it and if that upsets you, in the nicest way, please do not write with me. 

minty out, going to go contemplate dinner.