A long time...

A long time friend of mine on here is leaving. 

A part of me knew that it's time to move on from this chapter of my life but i just can't say goodbye.

I'm so happy for them that they are moving on and pursuing their dreams. I can't even explain how happy I am. But another part of me is so sad and dealing with saying goodbye to our characters that we had for over years and years. 

They were a comfort to me when was hitting the fan and we would have disagreements and fights but like a partner and friend we talked it out and resolved it. I will truly miss our characters, plot; and friendship. They were understanding and kind. Always found a way to understand my crazy side. I have never met such a patient and understanding person in my life both in rp and in ooc. I will really miss them and I hate this feeling because I am actually crying in rl. I feel like such a lame dork for crying but they really were a part of me. 

Thank you for understanding me, caring for me, listening to me, and just being there for me. I really will miss our plot. Yes I am such a loser for crying but they were my friend and plotting partner for a really long time. Honestly the longest one I've had since I first started rping all those years ago. Cheers to moving on and dealing with saying goodbyes. Cause I truly cannot. 

Thanks for coming to my Ted talk. I will probably be crying for a little longer because I'm getting sensitive as I age I guess lol