/takes a deep breath/ I am calm. I am very calm. Like an ocean. OKAY MAYBE NOT SCARED OF WATER

/takes a deep breath 

Sorry guys....

I've been on the verge of one for a few days, and it finally hit me. But my dad was there and..

/talks really quickly

And he's autistic so when I try to explain to him he doesn't understand and he ended up locking me in my room and yelling at me cause he didn't understand and that made me worse and I relapsed and I cut my arm, but it's okay now cause I blunted all my blades in prep ages ago so I didn't do much damage and I'm okay now. And you don't have to worry and I should be okay, we'll I hope I will cause I keep up the relapse that'll be and..

 

/ in a breath

 

I might be a bit funny this week. So if replies don't turn up or they sound a bit....different... You know why.

 

I'll probably have other anxiety attacks though cause by dad hasn't re-approached me yet.......

But don't worry over me okay.....

im just a bit...

edgy...