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Yo, 

So that last blog I deleted it cuz I ended up coming back like 2 days later cuz I'm silly :^) I'm still here cuz (I'm silly) and I get lonely fast so once again (silly). 

I just want to say thanks for the kind words that were posted on that blog, I did see them. I just really didn't feel like responding at that time. And I still didn't when I did come back (like a silly). 

I contemplated being off of rpr again, but I had a really enlightening conversation with someone, and I decided that I am just going to stay and bother you all. I left because I honestly have a hard time being the best person, and I thought maybe leaving until I was busy would make me be better. But turns out that doesn't work either so, I will just be taking my time to learn and figure myself out without just shutting myself out from a favorite hobby completely. 

So please, if you see me do something or say something or I act a certain way that you find is not okay, definitely say something. Nine times out of ten I say/do things without thinking and I have hurt friends that I really care about because of it, and I really need to learn to not do that. So call me out on it. Tell me I was out of line if something made you uncomfortable, because I want to know what I've done wrong. 

This is not the only thing I'll be doing to insure that I am being a decent human being, but that's the only thing I'm willing to share in public especially because how react to things effects everyone around me.

On a different note, I will be a salary girly again starting the 30th. So expect to see me alot if I'm in rps with you until then, cuz Imma be trying to get my times worth on this site before I possibly get caught up in my workdays. (No phone policy at work which is understandable) 

Okay thanks