I'm very tired of people in general expecting me to act a certain way. Truly
Ignore me and I try to cling onto the hope that you will give me what I am trying to hold dear = I'm in the wrong.
Ignore me and I in turn Ignore you because I tried but you decided to continue to give me the silent treatment = I'm in the wrong.
What do people want from me, seriously, it's an honest question?
I'm triggered rn by my mother's behavior toward me. Telling anyone that would listen that I'm ignoring her when I made an effort for a week to talk to her and have a ing conversation with her. And during that time she said I'm ignoring her. So now I'm properly am because I'm sick of making an effort just to be told I'm doing the opposite.
Like, who is the one who sat in the car for a ing hour waiting for me to shower and eat so she didn't have to look at me? How am I the one doing the ignoring?
I have even been trying to text her when I'm not in the house with her, just for her to ignore me. Yet I'm the one ignoring her.
And now she and my dad are talking ing about me with the speaker phone on and my mom told him I have had my door closed all day in the my room. WHEN I JUST CLOSED THE ING DOOR ITS BEEN OPEN ALL DAMN DAY AND I WAS BUSY WITH MY NAILS ??? I TRIED to talk to her and asked where she went today and she ignored me???
So instead, I am being called names, called immature, oh and now im supposed having my fiance cheating on me because I didn't go out with him today .....?
I am literally ing broke because I was sick with food poisoning for a week. But oh ing okay.
I'm so mad right now I want to cry.
Sorry for the stupid rant but seriously. Why can't I be left alone for two seconds this year?
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