:) alright

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Authorchikookiehope

Created Mar 3, 2024 00:19:41

I'm very tired of people in general expecting me to act a certain way. Truly

Ignore me and I try to cling onto the hope that you will give me what I am trying to hold dear = I'm in the wrong.

Ignore me and I in turn Ignore you because I tried but you decided to continue to give me the silent treatment = I'm in the wrong.

What do people want from me, seriously, it's an honest question?

I'm triggered rn by my mother's behavior toward me. Telling anyone that would listen that I'm ignoring her when I made an effort for a week to talk to her and have a ing conversation with her. And during that time she said I'm ignoring her. So now I'm properly am because I'm sick of making an effort just to be told I'm doing the opposite.

Like, who is the one who sat in the car for a ing hour waiting for me to shower and eat so she didn't have to look at me? How am I the one doing the ignoring?

I have even been trying to text her when I'm not in the house with her, just for her to ignore me. Yet I'm the one ignoring her.

And now she and my dad are talking ing about me with the speaker phone on and my mom told him I have had my door closed all day in the my room. WHEN I JUST CLOSED THE ING DOOR ITS BEEN OPEN ALL DAMN DAY AND I WAS BUSY WITH MY NAILS ??? I TRIED to talk to her and asked where she went today and she ignored me???

So instead, I am being called names, called immature, oh and now im supposed having my fiance cheating on me because I didn't go out with him today .....?

I am literally ing broke because I was sick with food poisoning for a week. But oh ing okay.

I'm so mad right now I want to cry.

Sorry for the stupid rant but seriously. Why can't I be left alone for two seconds this year?

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sayonarababy- 8 months ago

It feels like you can't breathe sometimes when things just keep coming at you~ people ing and life just doesn't let up sometimes. Rant away love

evilgamegyu 8 months ago

StupidMe 6 minutes ago Reply
pack your bags and cut contacts

StupidMe 8 months ago

pack your bags and cut contacts

Unholy 8 months ago

I can definitely say that people like this do not deserve to be in your life. It is made crystal clear in her behavior and how she cannot be pleased that not only is she traumatizing you, but that she is not going to change. Obviously, if you live at home, you have no choice but to deal with her BS, but if and when you can get out remember this. consider what you’re going through right now, and when the time comes where you can separate, I would cut her off. I have friends in my close circle that have mothers like this and they do not change. Typically their change of heart comes on their deathbed, or when deep financial trouble comes. Be wary. I’m so sorry you’re having to live through this it’s causing you trauma that will come back to haunt you later. It did with me, my friends still battle the pain. I’ve seen it and it hurts. >< why some people have to be like this just breaks my heart. Your situation is not uncommon. I hope you can get out soon.