I found out that my sister knew two to three weeks IN ADVANCED that the guy I liked didn't like me in return.
And she never bothered to tell me because she "forgot" and I continued to pursue after him because I thought that he liked me back.
Also, my sister ENCOURAGED me to go after him, even after she knew that he didn't like me.
So, now, after I told him, he doesn't act the same around me anymore.
He doesn't act fun anymore.
He doesn't talk to me as much anymore.
He doesn't tell jokes with me as often before.
He doesn't look as me as much anymore.
It because I now completely regret telling him.
If my sister were to have told me that he didn't like me, I wouldn't have gone after him and respected that he liked someone else.
If I knew that he didn't like me, I wouldn't have told him my feelings if that meant that I was going to ruin part of my friendship with someone.
Now, after I'm still getting over the fact that he rejected me, my sister is trying to hook me up with another runner on my cross country team.
I don't want that.
Because what if he stops acting the same around me?
It fcking made me upset that the guy I liked stopped being his usual self around me.
It still devastates me.
I hate it.
I hate crying over someone I liked, but it really hurts that he won't even act the same around me anymore.
(Also, the reason why I put "liked" is because when he started acting different, it really hurt my feelings and I slowly stopped liking him. I still do kind of like him, just not as much as I did before.)
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