Dafaq

So I always think "hmm maybe it would be fun to have a derp character, or a cute shy one. But somehow all my characters that I intend to have that personality end up not shy and defiantely not derp. they end up either extremely awkward, really weird, or they just become flirtatious and dont give a like the rest of my characters. orz. Maybe I'm just not meant to roleplay cutely or derpily. My only rp style seems to be weird, flirty, or really awkward. Guess it kinda reflects me in real life. Minus the flirty part cause I cnat flirt to save my life. I'm just really awkward -____-