not in the mood... :'((

I don't know why. 

But I'm not in the mood for everything.

Not in the mood to write. To talk. To reply. 

What's wrong with me?

And, I don't know but I think it's because of this guy who I like. 

I just made a realization that I wanted to hate him.

And I hate myself too for even liking him.

I just hate it!

I hate almost everything now.

I want to cry, but I can't.

I want to throw things, but I can't.

I feel so messed up. 

I feel so used.

I feel so sad.

I feel so cheap for even liking a guy like him. 

I hate it!

And from this day on, I'm his official hater.

Sorry, don't mind me.

I just want to let out everything in my mind.