rant.

let's just say that my crush's name is max and that my ex-bestfriend-now-friend is ann.

max likes ann. max is my ex-boyfriend. he is also a fellow exotic in my class that i can spazz with. he's funny and my ideal type, just that he is a christian ( no offence ). but its not like i'm marrying him...

so he likes ann. it's not fair. i know i'm a flirt ( at least 10 ex-crushes ). but if he really loves ann... . i have three other options to crush on. lets just say they are kale, ken and mark.

kale is the newest. my feelings for him were realized like, two days ago. it was childrens' day concert and he sat beside me in the hall because of our height ( ._. ). so we talked throughout the whole thing and we became closer.

ken? ha. he knows i like him. he makes me laugh a lot, and i always turn to look at him for a while. and he would either smile or chuckle before looking away.

for mark, he is my first love. and a player, flirt, whatever. but he made me genuinely happily.

i really don't know what to do... do i give up on max or what?

*only ken knows I like him. the whole class ( literally ) knows. 

*kale doesn't know anything. 

*mark knows but he hates me.  

* everyone like teasing me and max coz we eat from the same bowl, plate, etc, are not saliva-conscious with each other and can easily have open skinship. we're still close friends.