Yeap. The title says everything. I really don't have a future. I don't even know what or who to be after i finish school. I have nothing. I at everything. English (I freaking live in an English speaking country), Maths (I'm asian. /slapped. Jokes.. i at Math ever since birth), Science (I as well since birth), Geography (No freaking idea what the hell im supposed to do), Religion (I'm Catholic for Christ's sake!), Food Technology (I don't even know how to ing cook?! Except rice...), Mulitmedia ( with computers.)
My self-esteem is so low that i'm pretty sure i don't have any at all. Its all gone. And look.. its not my fault i at school. Its my stupid brains fault for not sticking everything in it. Its not my fault why i can't be ed to learn. Its the teachers fault for making the class so damn boring. Its not my fault the only subject or thing i like to talk about or know more about is . Its ing interesting okay? And besides... being a ed teacher would be pretty awesome.
Yeah i pretty much hate my life for being such a noob. I'm just gonna wait for the day when i drop out of school. Live in the city streets of Chinatown, in a box, in front of the Kpop store. Hey at least i get free tv. So its all good.
Actually i'm actually waiting for the day my parents will disown me cause of my stupidity and moronicness. They will just tell me off for not studying a lot. Yeah i know i don't like studying but don't ing force me. I'll study if i want to. So don't ing force me if i don't ing want to!? And besides... you still have another ing child who will please you, make you proud and actually do well in school. (Freaking /showoff of a little sister) She already knows who and what to be when she grows up and finishes school. She wants to become a vet. (Just so she can have her own ing dog) Sometimes i think i'm adopted. Cause all of my cousins are smart. What the happened to me? Nothing. I'm just a piece of crap someone forgot to pick up and put in the trash with all the other craps.
*sighs* I don't give a anymore. If i become a hobo or fail in school i really wont give a anymore. I'll just become a drunkie. Not a smoker. A drunkie, just cause they're better. Or maybe i'll just become a nun. Since i probs won't have a husband. Or more like i'll die even before i get a boyfriend.
P.S. My food tech test today. One of the questions were:
Question: What is Coagulation?
My Answer: Is the making of toothpaste.
See how ing stupid i am?! Its not even relevant or related to food?! this ! I might as well give up on school and become a cleaner or a maid or a yaya (babysitter). I'll do anything just as long as it doesn't involve numbers, words, methods or some other piece of school work .
To -autocorrect, -morningdeer, AKT_ree, -inmypants, maddymoo, totomatoes, dayniel. Don't ing bother cheering me up cause it won't ing work. It'll just make things worst to the point i might kill myself, with a gun on my head aimming for my brain and BOOM. Dead.
Okay. Thats all i have to say about my stupid life. Bye.
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