Mr. J

Well.. I feel so happyyyyyyy!!! And 'kinikilig' (I don't know what it is in english)

It's because of what happened last friday.

Well, as I've posted before.. I was joining a pageant in our school. It was Mr. and Ms. United Nations. (I feel like a kid again. Haha!)

Although I didn't win or reached the Top Finalists., I was happy.

But I was happy because of my 'crush'.

He made me happy by doing simple things like...

He lent me his handkerchief so I can wipe my sweat in my face since I don't have any tissue in my hand and I'm all this sweaty and stuff.

Also, we held hands for so many times.

And then he picked my hat when it fell.

And then he helped me walk downstairs while holding my hand.

And then he told me he was praying that it's okay if he don't reach the Top 5 as long as I do. 

And then when I cried he patted my head and caressed my chin.

And then he asked me if I was okay. 

And then.... waaaahhh!

So many!

I was really really joyful when that happened. 

And you know, I really really wanted to hug him and cry on hsi shoulders yet I know it would be awkward since my classmates and I knew he has a special someone already. So... yeah~

Okay. I'm sorry if ever I disturb you.

I just wanted to post this and share my feels 'cause I can't handle them anymore...