So I've been thinking about stuff....#personal

So while I was in bed

i thought about how I would look like as a boy.

then I went to sleep and dreamt about it. 

The next day I thought about how my family and friends will cope with fact that I change my gender. An in going to see my dad in two years. 

Then I decided. I want to be a boy.

ive had a boyish nature since twelve. I still wear dresses and skirts but still. 

I don't know why...I just decided I wanted to be a boy after thinking about it for a year. 

I need someone to talk to about this...