Everyone has feelings. So do I.
Why do people only think that they have feelings and I dont?
Because of friendships, I somehow feel so fustrated and stressed.
On the verge to break down but yet I have no one to talk.
Tell me what to do?
Some says ignore and be cold, I will find better friends.
But what to do when you will be a loner? Is being a loner a good thing?
Of course I might find better friends, real true friends.
Its hard though, I dont seem to meet them.
Where are they exactly?
Rpr dramas are killing me at the same time.
It might be interesting and fun to others but not me.
Its been irritating and annoying me.
I get treated like .
Being ignored, left out. One of the fear things I really fear for.
I hate that feeling, horrible, miserable till the extend that I guess words cant even describe.
People tell me they will be there for me. Some might Some I dont know.
But I know that when I say I will be there for someone, I really will and not break that promise.
Im not someone good with words, when you are not feeling down or good.
I wont be able to comfort you and make you feel better.
But I know I will be there for you, giving you support and a shoulder to cry on.
Saying you will be there for me yet ignoring me, getting mad at me over small things.
Its just a joke. Cant take it.
It just hurts. Trust being broken.
I dont know.
It always work this way whereas people could do certain things to you while you cant to them.
They will get mad at you for it. Then can I get mad at you too if you do it to me?
No.
Confused. Huge mess. Whatever. . Sick.
Im not perfect... I will try to be someone who accomodates you.
But I will not be able to please everyone.
Accept me for who I am please.
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