Okay well, I have a lot going on so I'm gonna be a big hiatus, my life is just so sad that it makes me cry. Well today i saw a movie a movie that made me think of myself. I never get justice, I was ually molested but I bet most people never believe me because i don't show it. But sometimes I do, I'm cold towards a lot of people, I have trust issues, I have self-esteem problems, I have depression. As a child i tired many times to tell the truths to my mom but she never believed me. I say simple ones, she doesn't believe me, If tell her this one she'll think I'm going too far with this.I'm the only girl in my family, my mom I sometimes believe my mom trusts my brothers more than me, today she told me that I have everything, what else more could i want.I said a better family and and she yelled more. She told me that there's nothing wrong with my life. But there is, I have been hurt everyday, sometimes i wonder, why am I here? To make people see me as a target? I was also a target to my cousin, then at school some guys would try to touch me. I wish one day I'll have more strength which is the reason I'm gonna be on the long hiatus, so if we rp together please tell the admin for me. And hopefully I'm gonna comeback soon. If you want I rarely go on aff, so you wanna try to talk to me just ask me and I'll tell you my username. Well for most of you, bye for now, I'm gonna miss you guys. (I also recommend you guys watch Silenced. Its a good korean movie.)
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