I'm leaving

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Okay well, I have a lot going on so I'm gonna be a big hiatus, my life is just so sad that it makes me cry. Well today i saw a movie a movie that made me think of myself. I never get justice, I was ually molested but I bet most people never believe me because i don't show it. But sometimes I do, I'm cold towards a lot of people, I have trust issues, I have self-esteem problems, I have depression. As a child i tired many times to tell the truths to my mom but she never believed me. I say simple ones, she doesn't believe me, If tell her this one she'll think I'm going too far with this.I'm the only girl in my family, my mom I sometimes believe my mom trusts my brothers more than me, today she told me that I have everything, what else more could i want.I said a better family and and she yelled more. She told me that there's nothing wrong with my life. But there is, I have been hurt everyday, sometimes i wonder, why am I here? To make people see me as a target? I was also a target to my cousin, then at school some guys would try to touch me. I wish one day I'll have more strength which is the reason I'm gonna be on the long hiatus, so if we rp together please tell the admin for me. And hopefully I'm gonna comeback soon. If you want I rarely go on aff, so you wanna try to talk to me just ask me and I'll tell you my username. Well for most of you, bye for now, I'm gonna miss you guys. (I also recommend you guys watch Silenced. Its a good korean movie.)

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calming-melody 10 years ago
Big sis ; n ;
I know we haven't talk in such long time.
And I changed my username as you can see unu;
But truly I will miss you :c
Remember I'm always here for you okay?
Just pm me whenever c:
But really- I will miss you beautiful big sis <3
Come back soon okay?
-Queen- 10 years ago
I'm really sorry you had to go through that, baby... TT TT;;
It just breaks my heart...
Thank you for staying strong and staying beautiful and healthy~ <3
Remember I'll always love you, Beautiful. <3
I'll always be here for you whenever you need me.
Just pm me, I'll always reply <3
I love you baby~ <3
I'll really miss you... :'c
byun-park 10 years ago
Just know that we love you and support you and we're proud of you for staying so strong. Also know that you're not the only one out there, and that it'll all get better one day. Happiness is something you have to fight for sometimes, and I believe you can do it. We'll miss you, but if it's for the best, by all means, follow through. <3 (by the way, I have AFF and I'm on it a lot, so what's your un?)
iikoreaii_kkxx 10 years ago
Aww, I'll miss you, and
I can't wait for you to come back~
Be well~ <33
ImHorny 10 years ago
; A ;
aww
omg silenced is a good movie
wish you good luck bby ♥
Melody94 10 years ago
Awwww I will miss you so much OnO *huggle you* In AFF I am as Melodie94 so if you ever want to talk to me I get on everyday to chekc my stories and maybe updating a little. I do understand most hardships but I am willing to listen though I have issues too but I'll push them aside to help you~
slowpokee 10 years ago
Aww, I definitely understand what you meant. I'm sorry to hear all the hardships you've gone through. I am- well somehow- understand too. I have been there and I know how painful it might have been. I am on aff too if ever you want to talk. I used the same username with the one I'm here.
-crescendo 10 years ago
Take good care of yourself, alright? <3 Come back healthy and happy. You're a strong person, if you went through it before, you can go through it now. God Bless.
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