WOW ! Um..I can't believe that New Year is starting tomorrow. I have to say, 2013 ! A lot of great things happened but MANY more sad things happened. I realized that a friend whom I have known for more than 4 years was a traitor and that she changed into a bad person. I also realized that all of my ex-boyfriends never loved me when we were together. Or they did love me but there is another person in their heart. I also went through many problems in my family that I can't tell anyone about. I never felt like I should be in RPR because everyone on here hates me now because of a roleplay. Yes, I know I did wrong. Yes, I (think) bashed that girl but I swear I never stole her idea for that roleplay. It was similar due to the name but it was NOT the same. I hope people (except her) will realize that. Also, the girl I said i trusted is a liar. I can't believe i trusted her for a long time. She told me that her counselor at school bought her EXO hoodies and posters which i believe at first but when i kept thinking about it, i realize that its not possible. I'm not saying to make myself seem like a victim because i dont want to be the victim. She also stated that she got a girlfriend on roleplayrepublic but she never told me and my other friend about this girl. When I didn't tell her my exboyfriend's account, she said i didn't trust and all those stuff which made me ,in the end, gave it to her. I don't think she actually had a girlfriend. I gave up on her now. I know she won't be the girl who i used to know and love (as a friend). I decided to forget all about her and just erase her from my memories. I believed that our friendship for 3 years was real but it was fake in the end. That is the end of my 2013 story.
In 2014, i hope people who are friends with me are the true friends I can count on and the ones who will cheer me up. Who will be by my side when im sad. I also wish that i can actually cry when i want to, without holding it in. There are many times I want to cry but i kept holding it in out of habit. I also wish that the health of my family and friends and also myself stays healthy and no one passes away on 2014. I also wish Super Junior will be more active and Exo will get cuter or ier. Hehehehe. I hope to find my true friends, real love, and better grades in 2014. For those who actually finished reading all this, i love you and Happy New Year ! I hope we are still friends in 2014~~~!
-FabulousPanda / Heechandi / Hyunnie / Sandi
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