uhm.. so does everyone actually loves birthdays?
I know I used to love them...
but apparently this year, im not being myself lolololol
cause im feeling so sad and depressed that my birthday is just around the corner
so uhm is it suppose to be like woah happy birthday! or meh meh meh sad birthday D:<
I mean honestly for me now i dont get whats so happy about birthday anymore...
you might get presents and everything blahblahblah but the thing is you are growing old
i used to not understand why would people want to be forever young and etc..
cause being a kid really , you got to obey your parents and etc...
but omfg! im going crazy.. i feel like im growing so oldd and then im so lethargic..
no more strength to do anything lol and weak
could i just lay on the bed and not move?
i keep getting told im old nowadays..
and then my memory really especially for those of you out there who knows me well
i can forget things the freaking next second.
now only what i wish for was to turn back in time..be a kid again
be young and maybe not let me grow old?
aish i dont know
lalallaala
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