how about this doesn't happen.

so, my sister (who told me she wasn't going to date until college) told me that she likes someone and they like her back.

 

and she asked my thoughts on what I would think if they dated.

 

this wouldn't be a problem if the guy she likes wasn't the guy who liked me for a while and I kinda liked him back was his friend.

 

because he doesn't know of how big of a b^tch she can be.

 

like, yesterday (is when this happened), she told me "your opinion on this means a lot to me because he's your friend and I don't wanna ruin a friendship"

 

and I told her everything I thought about it, how awkward it would be to see him around when the whole past of him liking me, how I felt about being left out and how I didn't want to be left out again by my friend, how I feel about PDA (dislike it), and just everything about how lonely I get being left out.

 

then, she proceeded to call me a hypocrite (when I have never done PDA in front of her because I haven't ever really dated someone and brought them home).

 

idk how I am a hypocrite, but whatever.

 

after becoming angry that she wouldn't listen to me and how she kept stopping me from talking, I gave up working on my cosplay and went to my room, where she stood outside and yelled at me.

 

then she said that "your opinion is very low on my charts." 

 

what happened to to it meaning a lot?

 

she then brings up things in the past where I was too young to understand what was going on, all that crap, and I just kept telling her that I couldn't do anything to stop it and that I was too young to understand.

 

and my mom always told me to stop the conversation and just give in, so that's what I tried to do and I kept repeatively telling my sister to stop and she wouldn't.

 

i also recorded it for future references if I needed it.

 

but seriously.

 

sisters.

 

why don't I just have an older brother.

 

i would absolutely love to have an older brother.