countdown ; kaisoo........

i am a sobbing mess.....

reading this fanfic was such a bad idea. like..

what even. why? how can someone be able

to write a story like this and just.. no. no.

i'm not well. i'm not alright. i'm not okai. this

is all too much for my head & heart right now.

ing kaisoo fanfics.. i swear.. omg..

i am drowning in rivers of tears. my tears.

i don't even know.. /is speechless + breathless

cause damnit i'm crying so much i can barely

breathe anymore.

countdown.

if you wanna cry your eyes out... 

you should read that. you should.

go ahead and drown in feels.

just like i am doing right now.