So it's my birthday tomorrow.
or today depending on where you are at.
it's the 28th okay?
so I decided to tell all of you and tell you how much I love you so that you never forget it okay?
becuse I really do love you all
like
a lot
and I realize that I end up forgetting some of you
and I'm really sorry
I am just so air headed
and I seem to forget what I was doing and close out of a page at random without thought
this makes it hard to remember who I was talking to
Just poke me or somehting It'll help lol
I know excuses are lame
but I still love you
so come here~
On another note
I want to say a couple things for Robert because I haven't really had the self control to type anything yet
Saturday night I was in the middle of the homecoming crowning at my old high school
Since I was the previous queen I was headed onto the floor to present the next queen with a crown
as I was getting ready I recieved a message from Michaela, or as you know her CoordiLeana
she told me to come back as fast as I could because something happened and it would ruin my night
of course I knew right away what was wrong and had to keep myself from breaking down then and there
but I knew you would want me to be strong so I smiled for the pictures and waved to the crowd
but as soon as I was alone it hit me like a train
you were gone
I just want to say I'm sorry
I hadn't replied to you in a few days because I just kinda felt lazy
I hadn't said a word to you in a week
and now you're gone
I just hope you know that I regret tht deeply
you were always sweet and kind
I know that I didn't know you as well as most but I still feel a hole in my chest from your loss
every conversation touched me as you made me laugh
and the nights that we sat up doing homework together will stay in my memories forever
I'm sorry and I miss you~
I'll see you again someday
I love you~
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