Life recently

Well I am feeling a little better than I was Thursday/Friday. Here's a recap of what happened:

I had 87 CENTS in my bank account. I literally had no money for food, so I went 1/2 a day[s] to a full day[s] with barely eating anything because I literally could not afford it. 

I found out I was not working for the 3rd week in a row. 

I was rejected from two jobs that said they weren't hiring [even though they had hiring signs in their windows] 

I had to borrow money from my boyfriend to get something to eat because I couldn't afford ANYTHING. 

I'd been stressing out from school and the money situation that I have been losing sleep. Normally this wouldn't be a problem, but I have class starting at 8am 3 days a week and on mon/wed I am in class from 8am to 330pm.  

I finally broke down and called my dad to ask for money since my account was so low. 

I don't know why my job is only listing me only once a month but there is nothing I can do about it. I'm looking for a new job, but I don't feel like I'll find one soon, so I'm looking at borrowing money, asking my dad for money, or not eating. 

I'm 23 years old. About to graduate college. But there's this nawing feeling that something is going to happen and I won't graduate in August with my boyfriend and I'll be stuck here for another semester while he had to go back home. [his visa expires close to after his graduation] 

I just want to be able to relax and not stress out about money for ONE month. Is that too much to ask? I can't even enjoy going out to eat with friends because I'm constantly afraid that I'm going to overdraft my account or my cards going to be declined and I'll have to ask someone to pay for me  [cause it's happened before] ;-;

Now I'm sitting here at my computer, studying for my exams I have tomorrow, worrying about the grades, rent,  if I have enough money to eat/ buy groceries and all the other bull that is going on in my life.  

I just want to wake up from this nightmare and not worry about anything for a change, because this is seriously going to affect my grades and my graduation process.