*rantbecausemyinglifeissuckingrightnowandidontknowwhattodoaboutitbecauseimjustadamnchildthatisincapableofanything*

I am two idiotic comments away from snapping someone's neck. Today I feel like nothig is going in the right direction. I mean what the am I doing with my life? spending money on school when I am so lazy most of the time that I don't do all of my work, but just enough to pass the class? How the hell am I supposed to succeed doing that? I don't even know what I want to do. I say I want to do something but I can't even pass the low level classes to get myself there. I could always work, but the last couple jobs I worked, they had me working one day a week and then told me they didn't need me anymore because I didn't work enough hours. Logic. It's not like I have any talents to speak of. I can't art, I can't math, I can't music, I can't human. at least I feel that way. Most people have something that they are good at and they can build on and make themselves better at it. But then there is me. Hell I'm not even attractive enough to be a ing e. I have tried so many things but either they don't hold my attention for more than a week or so or I really just can't do it. It doesn't help that my parents are convinced that I should go to a big art school. and I'm like "what? art? I would give Kris a run for his money." but they still insist that I would be a great artist because drawing was my favorite thing as a child(becausetheydeprivedmeofvideogames.Honestly I have never played any of the cool games like mario or sonic or zelda.) Not that that really has any relevance to anything. So here I am sitting around in the dark instead of doing my homework that is due in the morning because I can't hold myself together. It's like everything from the past year just caught up and hit me like a bus full of elephants. I am going to find some fluffy fanfiction to make me feel better. because that is going to fix all my problems dont you know. Probably not getting to replies tonight. sorry not sorry.

if you wanna talk to me add me on kik- rini365 or skype- brittney_gorman_16

because idk how long I will actually be on here.