Well, I hate it. Why does it seems like it's me against the world again.
Okay. What's wrong?
I was surprised when I was talking to my bestfriend then she just refused to come and walk with me on our way home. She'll prefer to go with that girl that I think is starting to be their replacement for me.
Then when I was walking out of our school, my other bestfriend just asked me what's my problem.
[Well, she's gonna read this, I think, but I don't care.]
I was surprised too, of course.
And we talked and shouted talked about my problems with my other bestfriends.
I'm always jealous.
I feel like I'm out of place.
That's why I was kind of moving away from them.
I walked out then walked my way home.
I was trying not to cry.
And I was lucky enough, someone accompanied me.
It was this guy. [Same guy with that 'couple jacket' thingy]
He walked with me. And I can't endure it anymore.
I burst into tears. He asked me 'why' while patting my back.
I wished he gave me some handky then wiped my tears. But well, I'm off to my dreams again. Hahaha.
Awee, he's so sweet. He just listened to every word I said.
And at the end, he gave me some advice.
He really made me feel a bit better.
But still, I'm not feeling good at all. Just a bit lighter.
Thanks to him.
Gosh. I wish he's always there for me like that.
I need him.
I want him.
If he can't be 'my' guy, then I want to have him as my best friend.
He's sweet.
Okay. I'm sorry. I just have no one to share this with.
Anyway, tomorrow's Valentine's Day!
Well, here's my Valentine(s). Who are yours?
That smile
I really want that kind of chocolate.
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