So ive been in a bit of a slump.... depressed and lonely....
My best friend is moving no friday all the way across the states...
I found out that my exes mom who i loved very much died last augest....
A guy i hoped i might have a chance with is moving with my friend's family....
My other best friend is busy lately and she only has a tablet so she cant be online much and shes preoccupied with her new bf....
Im just feeling alone and depressed x-x
But everything will be fine, things will start to change and they're already looking up a little bit
I actualy got back in contact with my ex. the first guy i ever met, sure it was long distance but he opened me up to the whole dating thing and the rp thing when i was 13... we dated for about 4 years.
Now i guess were getting back into what we used to do inching closer, i mean we both still love eachother and we say it still so -shrugs- that makes me happy
Its nice to have him around because hes someone i can talk to about anything and know that he'll help me uot the best he can. So thats been cheering me up for the past three days.
But i mean, is it bad that were doing this? I mean... i dunno, i dont see anything wrong with it -shrugs-
Anyone have an opinion on it?
Haha like people are even gonna read this....
But these are my thoughts this morning....
and im trying to get out of a stupid dr apt -3- i dont wanna go.....
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